Trolololol! Starting the new year with a fairly thought-provoking post. Must I really go down this path? I can choose not to but it will feel unresolved. XD
Anyway, here goes: Being a literature student, I was thought and trained that everything is a matter of opinion, sometimes backed by your train of thoughts or upbringing/culture. Nothing is definitely right or wrong, only your thoughts made it so.
Within my first hour of new year, I already experience an emotional dilemma. I wanted to blame someone or anyone for something I encountered. However, upon reflection, perhaps I was the one at fault. For being a menace, being a big pest or a bother. Maybe if I was more useful, and wiser, I would have been strong enough to say a resolute NO, rather than always expecting others to be there for me.
Maybe this is retribution for being useless and expecting. Perhaps my new year resolution should start with : being a hermit.
