Droma~~~~

A picture paints a thousand words.XD

This is Droma!

so many things

sigh, so many things to write about but none really things that I can put into proper words.

ok la, maybe talk about writing la, Wiritng in a way calms/soothes me down. Maybe perhaps by writing, I won't be hurting anybody but nature. Seriously, words when spoken, get to elate or depress people but in writing, everything is expressed only to yourself. So, maybe in this sense I am anti-social, but in certain cases, I am quite confrontational. But I have to learn how to be more diplomatic la.. sigh.

On another note, got two events on my hand right now. Animangaki 2010 and CFAB Orientation/Dinner. I am really going to sound irresponsible but I am stuck in both my roads. I am really enthusiastic about looking for Figurines Sponsorship for Animangaki but I am sort of facing a road block right now whereas for the CFAB thing, I am really glad that I get to be involved in such an event althought I am not really hyped up in the VP position.

For education then, sitting for another E-assessment on coming Saturday. I am half-half on this. A good news though; if I finish reading Assurance Study Manual, it will be the FIRST time in my LIFE that I completed reading a textbook. Completely unheard of me before.

XD, I just realized I had all seven sins in me. While other will use PESTEL/SWOT/Porter's Five Forces, I am using 7 sins to analyse myself.
Wrath - I think I have trouble managing my anger or displeasure.
Greed - My only fault in greed is knowledge. I really like to learn stuffa but sometimes it clashes with my time management.
Sloth - I am a damn lazy bugger. I am not really motivated in general, but if it is something I am
really dedicated to, be ASSURED I will work my ass out to finish it.
Pride - I guess Pride only kicks in when I am not in a correct state of mind. I guess I take Pride in things I do but not excessively. I don't want to suffer downfall before reaching
somewhere.
Envy - I don't envy for anything. Yes, you may have better brains and better whatever stuff, but I am damn contented with whatever I have right now. And, I believe in getting things using only your pair of hands. No wonder I really can't wait for the articleship to start.XD
Gluttony - My other self. Period. And a side of me that I am damn prooud of.

Damn, am I crazy or what. I am writing damn much! XD

Ok, 3 more chapters till I finish Assurance Study Manual. Ganbatte masu!

PS. With every picture of the sky that I upload, I am going to chronicle my daily life in it. Only things that are material though.XD

Jokes and shit

Funny how my title might be misleading but actually right, it is two different parts. One refers to the jokes part while the other one is an emo-rant I going to do.

Jokes
1) From Adam - 5 best friends, who are all guys, went for a Jacuzzi. Suddenly, one of the guys saw some sperm floating on the surface and he asked......... who FARTED??!!
2) From Lee Ning - A B C D, who is taller than who? (chinese joke)
3) From Shu Tin (2 jokes) - a) What are fishes favourite colour? Answer: Blue. because fishes go 'blu, blu, blu' when breathing air bubbles. b) One day, a polar bear wanted to try what it feels like if he has no fur at all, therefore, he took off all his fur and he died. Another polar bear saw what the first polar bear did and wanted to try it also, so he did it. And he died also. But before the second polar bear died, what did he say?
4) From Amelia - In the middle of a boxing ring, there lies a ring. At each of the four corners, there is Superman, Batman, Smart Malay and Stupid Malay. Who will take the ring? Ans: Stupid Malay, because the other 3 do not exist.

XD, it was super fun wei! And each of us like take turns to tell jokes, but luckily I escaped with it, cause if not, then I will have to really really dig for one in my memory.


Emo-shit
Bugger, I cannot believe that I am actually writing 2 depressing posts in a week, but still, I feel like recording it down, cause I think if I do not write it down, I am going to explode much sooner that it should be.

Ok, you know what, I am serious pissed off over the fact that even when all of us are in the same place or class, you guys don't even bother to inform that you are going with the juniors to Pyramid. Or do you expect us to read your mind and say, " I am going too". I mean, for the past few weeks, can give la the benefit of doubts that perhaps as students, you want to save phone money. But today, we were in the same class, and can't you just call or tap one of our shoulders.
Enough for today, before I add in more stuff.

RYLA and pictures of the sky.

I need to write about RYLA while I still remember. But it is kinda stale right now. Maybe I should write it in library soon.

Regarding pictures of the sky, I think I should bring a camera every day to take a picture of the sky when I am heading to class. I mean, don't waste a picture that worth more that a thousand words..XD

Hahahaha, if I started becoming more and more emo, will I be weird or am I just following the flow of life?

Seriously, I feel the need to become more anti-social and more isolated. I mean yeah, I can still talk to you and all but still, something different is happening. I feel it in a way.
A short chat about weeks ago, with a friend that I consider quite wise, actually mentioned that anyone born and raised in human civilization or society definitely needs isolation once in a while. I am not sure if we are entering the threshold of psychology or anthropology but then, it makes me remember the times where I will be exceptionally quiet and tries to be oblivious to my surroundings.

I know I can break the ice fairly well, but why is it that I don't really bother to make the water move? Or is it a two-way thing? To put the fault on my lack of drive or to blame others for their secrecy (yeah, I guess I am going to use this word)?

I don't really know if people still come to this blog, so yeah, only my own pure thoughts from now on. Happy/Sad, Light/Dark, Clear/Confusing. I care not anymore. Not gonna make things in a story form but instead more emotions-related post. Ain't gonna apply recording events but rather lessons learnt!

Wait, I am getting off-point. The real question at the end of the day, do I want to be isolated or do I want to remain my happy-crazy self and continue mixing around? Is it a matter of time? Am I suddenly turning into an angsty teenager when I am already almost at the end of my teenage life?

One more thing, why do I feel easily angered by certain words and yet I try to suppress my anger? Could it be that I think those are things not worth getting angry for? But isn't that lying to myself also? But if I do get angry, how do I avoid being cruel?
I once read, you can be angry, but that does not gives you the right to be cruel, so, how do I avoid making these two goes hand-in-hand?

Fuck, diverting the topic again. I got it. Guess I am gonna go with the flow of life. Do whatever I deem fit, with priority to my emotions and feelings, as long as it will not hurt others. I am gonna use the law of attraction and let myself spiral upwards or downwards.. XD

Droma Chloe~~~

XD, this is a post of the Pomeranian dog that I had recently as a family pet.. >.<, damn happy la!! I mean, she is quite cute and petite. Man, I am gonna post some of her photos her soon man. Born on 18 December 2009, she is one heck of a little dog man. Tends to get hyperactive too..XD!

I am gonna post up pictures of her soon! A promise to none other than myself!