XD, yup, this is gonna be a short blog post cause I ain't got the time to write a proper one with good grammar and complete sentences:
- Congrats to BDO Batch 3 for completing their papers!!! Now I can fully commit to having a closer relationship with you guys!! XD
-First battle is coming up!! So, we better CRUSH them rather than only destroying. Yup, talking about Audit and Assurance paper now.
And that's it. But I think the best one is:
- I am highly inclined to think that I fall under NATO category in Mr. Ong's opinion. XD
Friday, February 25, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Disguise wonder
On 18.2.2011, there is suppose to be a free dinner by ICAEW in Fukuharu restaurant. Somewhere around in Ampang area (supposedly my area) but despite the distance, I refused to go.
Instead, I spend my time lazing around in the house and attending piano class.
I really wonder why that even after knowing what happened, I even felt happier. Like a YAY!!! sort-of-thing. Maybe I realised that I choose the right option of not attending. When I looked at the photos that were uploaded in Facebook, I smiled to myself, thinking 'Hey, they are all having fun'. with BDO Batch 3.
Hell, if I went, I will have to wear formal and go to Ampang Lookout Point, and I will reach home damn late, which is not a thing I want to risk, since I am starting to teach piano again, on Saturdays morning this time.
Or I need my own space, even in the company of my friends. Or, I am in denial.
Hah! I really don't know anymore. The biggest rock in my heart is not about my incompetence in Audit and Assurance but rather, I am in a state of denial.
Seriously, not going is a big big blessing in disguise. XD
Instead, I spend my time lazing around in the house and attending piano class.
I really wonder why that even after knowing what happened, I even felt happier. Like a YAY!!! sort-of-thing. Maybe I realised that I choose the right option of not attending. When I looked at the photos that were uploaded in Facebook, I smiled to myself, thinking 'Hey, they are all having fun'. with BDO Batch 3.
Hell, if I went, I will have to wear formal and go to Ampang Lookout Point, and I will reach home damn late, which is not a thing I want to risk, since I am starting to teach piano again, on Saturdays morning this time.
Or I need my own space, even in the company of my friends. Or, I am in denial.
Hah! I really don't know anymore. The biggest rock in my heart is not about my incompetence in Audit and Assurance but rather, I am in a state of denial.
Seriously, not going is a big big blessing in disguise. XD
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
War ahead!!!!!
Well, exam is not exactly near but still, near enough. Meh, but I can't seem to focus on doing my revision. (Read: Previous post was ineffective) Possibility is that I am being distracted by too many things.
One of it would be I am trying to adapt to the change that had taken place. And mind you, it is a damn drastic one! I totally don't blame anyone for the change that had taken place, only my own inability to take it in a stride. Time and again, I wanted to take some personal space for myself to grow and adapt, but time and again, I failed by falling hardly because of the soft and gentle words spoken by my friends. Maybe its time I just say TAK NAK(?) but damn, that sounds like the anti-smoking ad. In essence, I just gotta be stern on myself and move on. I can't stay in CFAB July 2009 forever. No doubt yeah, we were once bonded damn strong but grow up Jowena, things changed, human changed, I changed.
OK, maybe by trying to get my own personal space, I am running away. I don't want to constantly be surrounded by new faces. I want back the old faces of 9 everytime, but then, it wouldn't be fair to the new faces though. And sometimes, the old faces because they need to expand their zone as well. I mean, once the excitement and thrill is gone, everything becomes boring, and that's when signs of divorce start to happen. :P
Secondly, I think I might have too much on my plate or I am just that sucky in time management that everything seems to be a big mess. I have to get my Associate Piano pieces settled up quick, so many loopholes here and there. Then, SUAC by committing for meetings and AniManGaki 2011 (the last one I will be able to help out properly). Last but not the least, juggling between revisioning AA and TX, and splitting my focus or adjust my priority. I am highly tempted to just start working and go with the change.
Thirdly, I am beginning to feel like a disabled. Like how I keep wanting to go out and have fun with friends but the uselessness of not owning a car. I mean, I am totally fine with going to a friend's place and car pool but I don't even do that. I just wait at my home for my friend to arrive and say, "Let's go!!". That's quite pathetic and useless, isn't it? T.T
Sigh, after so many things and nothing related to the exam. I am pretty messed up, aren't I?
The world stops for no one, only one who stops as the world goes ahead. To the lifeless drone,a slacker he is called. To the wise, he is an observer of humanity.
One of it would be I am trying to adapt to the change that had taken place. And mind you, it is a damn drastic one! I totally don't blame anyone for the change that had taken place, only my own inability to take it in a stride. Time and again, I wanted to take some personal space for myself to grow and adapt, but time and again, I failed by falling hardly because of the soft and gentle words spoken by my friends. Maybe its time I just say TAK NAK(?) but damn, that sounds like the anti-smoking ad. In essence, I just gotta be stern on myself and move on. I can't stay in CFAB July 2009 forever. No doubt yeah, we were once bonded damn strong but grow up Jowena, things changed, human changed, I changed.
OK, maybe by trying to get my own personal space, I am running away. I don't want to constantly be surrounded by new faces. I want back the old faces of 9 everytime, but then, it wouldn't be fair to the new faces though. And sometimes, the old faces because they need to expand their zone as well. I mean, once the excitement and thrill is gone, everything becomes boring, and that's when signs of divorce start to happen. :P
Secondly, I think I might have too much on my plate or I am just that sucky in time management that everything seems to be a big mess. I have to get my Associate Piano pieces settled up quick, so many loopholes here and there. Then, SUAC by committing for meetings and AniManGaki 2011 (the last one I will be able to help out properly). Last but not the least, juggling between revisioning AA and TX, and splitting my focus or adjust my priority. I am highly tempted to just start working and go with the change.
Thirdly, I am beginning to feel like a disabled. Like how I keep wanting to go out and have fun with friends but the uselessness of not owning a car. I mean, I am totally fine with going to a friend's place and car pool but I don't even do that. I just wait at my home for my friend to arrive and say, "Let's go!!". That's quite pathetic and useless, isn't it? T.T
Sigh, after so many things and nothing related to the exam. I am pretty messed up, aren't I?
The world stops for no one, only one who stops as the world goes ahead. To the lifeless drone,a slacker he is called. To the wise, he is an observer of humanity.
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